My life is filled with emotion and drama, most of which happens silently in my thoughts as I go through my day.
Switching from an engineer to a comedian has brought about a change in my emotions, namely helping them to come out and not stay trapped deep inside like a lot of engineers can be.
But with these emotions and thoughts come a flood of feelings, but I guess it is better to feel pain than nothing at all. Along with the pain comes a lot of joy, and I guess expressing emotions brings out the yin and yang. HVAC system repairs don’t really allow me to express my emotions so while I am working on a space heater or something I like to listen to music. I am trying to go to the next level with self expression with my music and it is like chipping away a wall slowly because a lot of stuff remains trapped inside. The HEPA filter worker helped me a lot with bringing out emotions in my songs, something which I learned mostly while we were working on HVAC systems and she was singing in the background. I still have a lot to learn with my music but hopefully I’ll live long enough to get my emotions out and make some good songs. We have about 30 songs heating up on our website with a bunch of followers, but we still have a long way to go. I’ll keep doing the cooling technology sales in the HVAC company and keep working on songs for the band.