Grandpa is struggling these days. Everyday activities he used to do are no longer activities he has success doing. I can see the depression of age taking a toll on his mind. He is angry and tired all the time. I feel bad and I’m nervous that someday that will be me. I don’t want to be angry or tired. I want to have a life and be ok with not being able to do things when I get older. He struggles to walk and he prefers soup these days as it’s the easiest thing for him to eat. Anything that he needs help doing I’m there for him. He also has some friends that help as well but the friends he has left, are really in no shape to help him either. Recently, he had to get his air filters cleaned. He has the type of air filters that are able to be cleaned. He used to have the HVAC company send out an HVAC tech to take care of it but these days, grandpa doesn’t have the money for someone to come out and do it. I usually clean them every three months for him now so it’s not a big deal. He has taught me so much in life and I want to help wherever I’m able to. I just know growing up when I made mistakes, need money or some advice he was there for me. He has given me a lifetime of memories so I’ll always help and cherish what he has done. No one will replace this man when he passes.