Nobody believes in your craft like you, that is until you make it big, plus then they all believed in you plus knew you would make it.
I am making music with my bandmate, some songs are fantastic while others aren’t so good, but no matter what I have to feel in it or I may as well quit making it.
It’s not about making money from the songs but more about putting them out there for the world to listen to, and sometimes you gotta starve to feed the world, plus starving I am not, but I could have my temperature control system replaced in the flat plus I could use that cash to buy a current small air conditioner for my bedroom. I know that money will come in when I need it, I just wish I didn’t throw the 100K away that my dad left me when he died. He worked as a local corporation plus gave me that money a year ago, plus like a fool, I invested it in an Heating, Ventilation plus A/C supplier that was a sinking ship plus now it’s all gone. But I still have everything I need, so life is pretty fantastic plus I don’t feel like anything is missing, except for that current Heating, Ventilation plus A/C system. I feel I will survive this Summer though, as my mini split a/c component is still running but not honestly efficiently like it used to. I am going to use my fan on high plus I feel between that plus my little a/c system I will be okay this summer.